1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the "world peace", etc.). What are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you re-post this so I can fill it out for you?
1. My number one fear is being alone. It affects my life greatly and I can hardly even go out of the house without someone with me...When I do I have to put on a mask of fake confidence...But I'm working on it.
2. I've been called "Psycho" since the 6th grade...And though I don't disagree I don't walk around boasting about how crazy I am. Reality is that it's not fun. I'm afraid one day I'll lose it like my grandmother.
3. I used to be stick thin. Obviously I no longer am but I do not find myself fat. I could lose a few pounds.
4.I am obsessed with Strawberry mango smoothies, Vanilla Cream Frappes, and Strawberry mango/ strawberry lemonade Fruitista Freezes.
5. I never want to be a parent. Why? A) I don't want to produce a miniature me B) I might snap and try to kill my child like my grandmother tried to kill me.
6. I hate school with a passion. Not because of the students or the work. Because I'm sick of teachers telling me I'm so smart and am wasting my future by planning to go to a tech school...Because I feel disconnected from everyone...and because when I get into my moods there's nothing to do to save myself from a breakdown.
7. I've never been able to trust guys due to a terrible childhood "incident".
8. I have known I was attracted to females too since I was 8 years old. My first female bestfriend taught me how to kiss and we messed around quit often. That's what you get when your bestfriend has a brother who lets you watch porn.
9. I used to want to be a fetish model until I decided I didn't want everyone seeing what I've got.
10. I'm a comic book nerd.
11. If you ever want me to love you...Make me a Frankenstein teddy.
12. I can hold my alcohol better than almost every guy I know...And I'm younger than 85% of them.
13. I used to be ashamed of being biracial. I used to hate my hair texture...My dark eyes...My tan skin. I'm not proud to say I'm biracial.
14. I lost a best friend after he used me to pleasure himself for a year. I thought he was my soul mate
15. Everyone here thinks that I'm very self reliant and confident...In reality I hate being alone and feel somewhat week.
16. I used to cut myself but i stopped. I wasn't doing it for attention...I did it for the scars...They were memories...or ways for me to say that a person had affected me...And the designs the scars made...
17. I've never been in a physical fight but I have thrown a desk at someone for making racist comments, I've punched a guy in the head until he balled up in the fetal position, I've beat Sunshine in the head because he threw his bookbag at me, and I've sparred in TKD.
18. I scored a 1024 on my PSAT [[a score that can only get higher my counsuler assures me. and have a 3.5 GPA. I made a 21 on my ACT test. I am not stupid by any means. I am really smart. I just tone it down for everyone else.
19. I have no clue what I'm going to do with my life and I'm okay with that.
20. I'm apparently a tease and a slut but I'm still a virgin.
21. My best friend is my alter-ego, Sparrow.
22. I think crazy people are kind of sexy.
23. I am petrified that if someone puts their finger in my belly button it will come unraveled and my intestines will fall out.
24. I am a very opinionated person and it gets me in trouble a lot.
25.I want to be in a band. I was a happier person when i was in one.
26. I like feminine guys. Oh well. xD
27.I find junkies hot. I'm not sure why.
28. I think I am attractive but I'm not vain. I know I could stand to lose some weight.
29. I'm extremely wishy-washy. I want to grow my hair out but already I want to cut it again. I love short hair...and I even miss my undercut.
30. I love animals. All animals. I live next to a cow field so I love going out and trying to pet the cows. I have been successful a total of one time.
31. I love guys who are okay with being controlled but I also love to treat them like princes. <3
32. I'm also too submissive to really control a guy too much. I like being controlled.
33. I always talk bad about my little sister but I do love that child.
34. I wish I had mystical powers.
35. Life is a fucked up fairy tale movie to me.
36. I feel bad everytime I eat meat because I used to be a hard core veggetarian.
37. I sound like a small child yet everyone always thinks I'm at least two years older than I am.
38. I'm nothing like anyone in my family with the exception of my stepcousin...Everyone says we could be twins. Cept we look nothing a like.
39. I think machines are hot...Power drills...cars...taking apart cars...
40.I find the strangest things romantic...rooftop dates...graveyard dances...and kisses in tunnels and dead animals in formaldryhyde and girls in black and white dresses and being choked and bruises and kisses these are a few of my favorite things.
41. love kiddie things...Hate children...Except for Joey's neice. She's adorable.
42. I want a guy who isn't afraid to choke me out.
43. All the people I am attracted to are the world's biggest douches because of fact 42.
44. The oldest guy I've ever done anything with is 24 now.
45. I often have visions of gorey violence...just now I pictured cutting myself open, from the bottom of my torso up.
46. Bones and dead things turn me on.
47. Being homeless isn't that bad...Trust me.
48. I have a total of 6 other sides to me. Not split personalities...More like alter egos that I can't control.
49. If I didn't go out every weekend I'd probably kill myself.
50. I want to die by either my own hand or the hand of someone I love in a violent way. But due to a dream I think I'll probably drown or burn to death.












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"It is in our idleness, in our dreams, that the submerged truth sometimes comes to the top."-- Virginia Woolf
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Whatever it is that you do, do it to them, not for them.
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Religion is Man's attempt to understand [God]'s will, Science is Man's attempt to understand [God]'s power.
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